Running on Fumes

I'm sitting here this morning and ready to type a 2nd blog entry. Let me just say, not only have I not had any sleep, but I worked all night, and also managed to get a workout in. I'm doing anything I can to keep my brain focused on anything other than the fact that I probably need sleep. I know that as soon as I lay my head down on a pillow or couch that I will be out like like a light (And, I actually just yawned while typing that sentence)

So, with that in mind, hi. I bought a Nintendo Wii (again) this weekend. I love the Wii, and wish I never sold my old one in the first place. I really want the new Tiger Woods game, and maybe Mario, lol.

I also that same little cousin, Jewels, to see the new Transformers movie. She was just excited as I was to see it! We went on opening day and saw it on IMAX. And boy, was it awesome. Probably more action-packed than the first one. The only thing I didn't like were those idiot twins, but they were only there in small doses, so it didn't bother me too much. All in all, I would DEFINITELY go see it again.

I've started working out again, lately. I'm already starting to feel better. The 2nd workout this morning seemed to be much easier than the first one. I plan on working out every other night after work, and then swimming on a fairly regular basis this summer. I want to get healthier and want to get fit for the amount of walking I'll be doing in the dry Vegas heat in September. I also need to buy a good new pair of walking shoes; if anyone has any suggestions please let me know what to buy.

Not going to lie, I've been pretty down lately. Obviously you know the big part of it from the previous post. But, there are other things, as well. I guess the fact that I'm single again is finally hitting me? I mean, I don't really miss Nicole, I just kinda miss the idea of her? If that makes any sense? I guess after being able to hug and kiss the one you love for a good long time, only to have that ripped out right from under you without warning, you kinda still feel that urge to want to be able to hold SOMEONE and kiss SOMEONE. But, at the sametime, it can't be ANYONE. It has to be someone you love, you know? Idk, maybe I'm just rambling. Hopefully, this exercising will pick me back up. I haven't really had much self-confidence lately. Heck, and why should I? I am the definition of average. I don't really have any special traits or features that stand out compared to most other people. Hopefully losing weight, becoming more active physically, will give me a little bit more gusto to be more positive about myself.

I'm thinking about getting my hair cut. Because it definitely needs at least a trim. The thing is, I never know if I should get the shorter hair cut or grow it out. I always ask people's opinions because I have no idea what looks best, but noone ever gives me an answer. People are frustrating :-P

Well, I'm dosing off. I'm sure I'll have more to talk about once I wake up.